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June 4, 2008

I'm in the best mood EVER right now. =)

Hey there everyone!

So, I'm starting by saying, I AM IN THE BEST FRICKEN MOOD RIGHT NOW EVER. I guess I'll tell you why. =) Well, as of recent, I've come out, and told people I'm bi. So, I now have a boyfriend. His name is Sean, and he is the most amazing person in the world. =) Well, at least I think so. We've been dating for about 2 1/2 weeks, and its been pretty amazing. I've never really had any luck in relationships; they were all short lived, and they never really felt right. But this one, it feels so right. What is almost scaring me though, is that I'm falling for him so quickly. I mean, I love it, and I love him, so much. But loving him this much this quickly is a little weird. But I'm done questioning it, I'm just going with it.

I have my last exam and my last 2 hours of my sophmore year tomorrow. I'm really excited, but kinda sad at the same time. I LOVED this year, it just flew right by! And I'm really excited to be an upperclassman next year, I'm going to be a junior! But then at the same time, I'm a little nervous or sad because that means I'm another year closer to college, and the real world, which is one scary-ass concept.

Well I'm kinda tired, so I'm gunna get going. =)

Emotions running through the veins of this heart,
not knowing where they're going to bring me.
I let them go, with a bit of caution,
for I've gotten hurt too many times.
But now,
this is different,
at least I think.
I love him,
and he loves me.
Life seems perfect,
because he is just what I need.

CIAOO

2 comments:

Jennifer said...

Keep bloging! Be true to yourself and enjoy your summer---before you know it you'll be back in school. :)

ArmieBrat96 said...

I hope you don't mind but college is not that bad...When i was in high school i was terrified of getting older and the real world.. but now that i am in college i love it.. And i still feel young even though i just turned 19... but i hope you enjoy your high school experience...