Ends and Beginnings

Hey!

I just finished watching So You Think You Can Dance, and I decided that I should blog. =) Today was my final exam as a sophmore, ever. I am officially now a junior. I know I said that it scared me a bit, but to be honest, it doesn't anymore. I got over it, I'm actually excited now. I'm just going to take this summer, and enjoy it all I can. Or at least I'll try, seeing as how I'm working 40 freaking hours a week. It's a full time job! But, I will be making $10 an hour, so it's worth it.

I have my accordion recital tomorrow, and I'm not really nervous at all. It's extremely weird. I'm usually nervous, even if only a little. Even my teacher says that if you aren't nervous for a competition or performance, then you aren't normal. So, I'm now nervous about not being nervous, but I'll get over it. =) I normally do, and I'm playing a solo that I'm positive of, I love the song, and it isn't easy, but I can play it, so I should be all set. =)

Ok, to add to yesturdays post. Sean Raymond Walsh is amazing. =) I never thought I'd be so happy with someone so early, but I seriously love him. He makes me so happy, and I love talking to him. I really hope I can spend a lot of time with him this summer. Actually, I NEED to spend a lot of time with him this summer, I think I would loose my mind if I couldn't. I just love him, so much. =)

Well, Sean's coming back now, so I'm gunna go talk to him. =) Talk to you later. =)

A year coming to an end.
A whole year,
wasted,
hiding behind this facade of who I thought I was.
But then this comes along.
A brand new thing,
a brand new feeling,
a brand new me.
My life has been full of bad timing,
and bad luck.
But, this couldn't have any better timing,
it couldn't feel any better,
this couldn't be anymore right.

CIAOOO